♫♫♫ Tuesday, February 19, 2008 ♫♫♫
Once in the life time experience
I have learn my lesson from yesterday. NEVER do a late night meeting! I got off pretty late and end up being stranded in Sengkang! The among of fear in me, only i knew it! Worst come to worst my handphone went dead!
Luckily Dev came to help me. I think i would end up crying of fear as I seriously unsure of where am i going. All I saw was an empty eerie road wit signs. Buangkok was my last sign i saw. In getting to help me, i was told to get back to sengkang mrt which also end me up being lost! I almost teared as i was really afraid of the dark.
When he arrived i got in the cab and went all quiet. He spent da whole night with me after that which turn out to be abig scolding from my mum.
I guess i am really grateful with Dev that i forget the time.
First we chat in yasin corner then we sat at the playground on my area. Basically i repay it by talking to him the whole night.
After much i was screamed by my mum to get home which i did. I didn't sleep though after which i went to send my shakila and go a 12 km jog. Finally i managed to get that!!
My main aim is to slim down!!! i hope to do the 12km marathon everyday until i actually slim down a lot! Along the way i need to endure!
Despite not sleeping and being tired, i need to get to ACT 3. The actual meet was supposed to be at 10 am but got thw rong information from farhana and now i'm in a deep soup!
I hope everything will go as i wanted to.
I don't wish something beyond imagination like yesterday itself to happen again!! NEVER!!!
I have learn my lesson from yesterday. NEVER do a late night meeting! I got off pretty late and end up being stranded in Sengkang! The among of fear in me, only i knew it! Worst come to worst my handphone went dead!
Luckily Dev came to help me. I think i would end up crying of fear as I seriously unsure of where am i going. All I saw was an empty eerie road wit signs. Buangkok was my last sign i saw. In getting to help me, i was told to get back to sengkang mrt which also end me up being lost! I almost teared as i was really afraid of the dark.
When he arrived i got in the cab and went all quiet. He spent da whole night with me after that which turn out to be abig scolding from my mum.
I guess i am really grateful with Dev that i forget the time.
First we chat in yasin corner then we sat at the playground on my area. Basically i repay it by talking to him the whole night.
After much i was screamed by my mum to get home which i did. I didn't sleep though after which i went to send my shakila and go a 12 km jog. Finally i managed to get that!!
My main aim is to slim down!!! i hope to do the 12km marathon everyday until i actually slim down a lot! Along the way i need to endure!
Despite not sleeping and being tired, i need to get to ACT 3. The actual meet was supposed to be at 10 am but got thw rong information from farhana and now i'm in a deep soup!
I hope everything will go as i wanted to.
I don't wish something beyond imagination like yesterday itself to happen again!! NEVER!!!
11:51 AM.
♫♫♫ Sunday, February 17, 2008 ♫♫♫
The mind boozing?
I have been thinking again.
I know I am getting tired about Kris. Whoever is coming in my life is not going to be interfered with the fact that Kris is in my life. This is so as i know he will get busy once more and it's about time that he will chuck me one side again. I will give him one bloody month and everything will get back to square one. I SWEAR!
I am not sure what will happen but I'm getting pretty fed up with him. Thus i don't care anymore.Yesterday happening makes me feel more worst. I realised that he is way too different from me and for me! I'm kind of ashame of him and I'm really sad to admit this as I see throught the difference in us.
Due to my confusion, i went walking around Lorong Limau, this morning to release my tension. All the way i thought and realy felt that we are not supposed to be together.
To make matter worst, he topped up my prepaid and will be doing it every week. The among of guilt and confusion i have only me myself and I can understand! *SADNESS*
Seriously,I am really sad on how confused person i can turn out to be!
Whatever it is, he will still keep on turning to me in life. I wonder where this will lead us? To hatred or marriage. I wonder!This mind boozing will never end till something bad or good happen!
I have been thinking again.
I know I am getting tired about Kris. Whoever is coming in my life is not going to be interfered with the fact that Kris is in my life. This is so as i know he will get busy once more and it's about time that he will chuck me one side again. I will give him one bloody month and everything will get back to square one. I SWEAR!
I am not sure what will happen but I'm getting pretty fed up with him. Thus i don't care anymore.Yesterday happening makes me feel more worst. I realised that he is way too different from me and for me! I'm kind of ashame of him and I'm really sad to admit this as I see throught the difference in us.
Due to my confusion, i went walking around Lorong Limau, this morning to release my tension. All the way i thought and realy felt that we are not supposed to be together.
To make matter worst, he topped up my prepaid and will be doing it every week. The among of guilt and confusion i have only me myself and I can understand! *SADNESS*
Seriously,I am really sad on how confused person i can turn out to be!
Whatever it is, he will still keep on turning to me in life. I wonder where this will lead us? To hatred or marriage. I wonder!This mind boozing will never end till something bad or good happen!
3:27 PM.
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Aaaachooooo REMIX!
Yesterday was spent at home from morning till afternoon. I had flu and had been sneezing none stop. Worst come to worst i had to attend the Zouk function. Not knowing on how to go, Kris send me there. That was really sweet of him.
It was pretty a boring night. I have learn one lesson from yesterday; never held a fashion in a club! It's BORING!!!
Yesterday was spent at home from morning till afternoon. I had flu and had been sneezing none stop. Worst come to worst i had to attend the Zouk function. Not knowing on how to go, Kris send me there. That was really sweet of him.
It was pretty a boring night. I have learn one lesson from yesterday; never held a fashion in a club! It's BORING!!!
Anyway, along the way i was thinking about how sweet Kris was to buy me a tissue when i really in need of it. I really felt guilty for treating him bad. The night got me even more frustrated. I thought he is going to fetch me but no he didn't cause he had a studio book for practice.
I think my sickness has got into me and i was mad at him and went pretty paranoid over everything.
The night ended me going me geting back early. It's not only by me but all ; the event wasn't happening at all.
2:42 PM.
♫♫♫ Saturday, February 16, 2008 ♫♫♫
The Khabi Khazi feva!
We met. We dine. We joke. We choke!
That's what we did. The Vday mets khabi khazi feva!
Me and Kris met and we 'dine' in MacD. Oh well we missed each other a lot; i guess. At least i do!
Got to know he is a MBA graduate now; majoring in arts in UK. I loike! Despite of such, hes not a change man. Well he's a bit KK but pretty much the same from what he was before. We chat and updated on what has happened in between the hollow gaps.
I ended following him to a Bengali show again! Man how i don't i understand the purpose of the show! The young children are the only source of my attention there! hahaha...
In midst of his set up, we went to have a drink which then leads us to a Valentine shop. Its a DJ shop i guess and it's a good thing that i did follow him.:p I swear i have been wanting to know such 'lobangs'.
The day continued with me aiming the shop for another visit! Me ended chatting with Bala as Kris got pretty stressed up with the Bengali's which i don't wish to mention. Anyway it was fun talking to both of them.
The khabi khazi day ends with a khabi khazi situation of course. i didn't get to DXO just because of the stupid road blocked! KHABI KHAZI indeed!
There the first day of Kris back in my life again. I wonder when will he get busy and things get all over the place again. Pretty interesting relationship; don't you think???
He's somebody special i guess; yet to have anyone being better!
No one will understand this beside me myself and I!
:D
That's what we did. The Vday mets khabi khazi feva!
Me and Kris met and we 'dine' in MacD. Oh well we missed each other a lot; i guess. At least i do!
Got to know he is a MBA graduate now; majoring in arts in UK. I loike! Despite of such, hes not a change man. Well he's a bit KK but pretty much the same from what he was before. We chat and updated on what has happened in between the hollow gaps.
I ended following him to a Bengali show again! Man how i don't i understand the purpose of the show! The young children are the only source of my attention there! hahaha...
In midst of his set up, we went to have a drink which then leads us to a Valentine shop. Its a DJ shop i guess and it's a good thing that i did follow him.:p I swear i have been wanting to know such 'lobangs'.
The day continued with me aiming the shop for another visit! Me ended chatting with Bala as Kris got pretty stressed up with the Bengali's which i don't wish to mention. Anyway it was fun talking to both of them.
The khabi khazi day ends with a khabi khazi situation of course. i didn't get to DXO just because of the stupid road blocked! KHABI KHAZI indeed!
There the first day of Kris back in my life again. I wonder when will he get busy and things get all over the place again. Pretty interesting relationship; don't you think???
He's somebody special i guess; yet to have anyone being better!
No one will understand this beside me myself and I!
:D
11:45 AM.
♫♫♫ Thursday, February 14, 2008 ♫♫♫
FUCK!!! MY COM REFORTMAT By itself..god knows how...i suspected shakila but..nvm!.. ishhh i have lost alll my songs, photos, my FYp stuff!! my PP stuff!! ALLLL GONE!!!!!!!!! !!! fuck!!!
9:48 PM.