♫♫♫ Tuesday, February 12, 2008 ♫♫♫

I know i shouldn't feel this way but I'm having my paranoid feelings again. I feel that most people are against me. The last time i got this feelings was on my first year in RP and now it's tormenting me back again. I am really afraid that it will ruin me again as i have an aim to make a surprise to all.

My aim to spin is ever clearer now. I know i don't have contacts but i will somehow make it happen this year for sure! DXO here I come baby!!!

The audio lesson in my workshop today makes me reminisced even more the first time when i met MISS mixer. I was a GONG back then. I think I am more clear on what it is now. No doubt i came 2 hours late to the sound workshop; i do get back old memories still. Those were my decent days I tell you.

This year is a year where i badly want to show what i am as my anxieties to success is burning ever more.

I know dance is something irrelevant in my life. Like what Kris used to say, it's just a waste of time. I think he was my waste of time. My passion is my friend. He is history!

I will show him what I am and i am capable to get to a university! I show you basket!!! ergghhhh..thinking about Kris makes me more angry.

I am lucky that i will have a workshop till late on valentines day. It's something i'm not looking forward to. The day i get a rose on a valentines day will be my luckiest and my first.

Anyway my day ended with me in "ngaji" again. It was weird why it didn't turned as always. I guess I am having the paranoid me through out the day! The paranoid me is also making me tired. As of now, I am dead beat. I will end this by saying here i come! DJ REAN in the house yaw!

10:58 PM.







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In the depth of my solitude midnights,
I train my knight
to what i might,
Caught my way in scampering delights.
I was mistaken for what i was like.
In everyone's ignorance, will I appear to heights
with my very own anonymous rights.
It's then, will i get my share of lights.

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Raihanah Binte Mohammed Ali
12 January 1987

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