Once in the life time experience

I have learn my lesson from yesterday. NEVER do a late night meeting! I got off pretty late and end up being stranded in Sengkang! The among of fear in me, only i knew it! Worst come to worst my handphone went dead!

Luckily Dev came to help me. I think i would end up crying of fear as I seriously unsure of where am i going. All I saw was an empty eerie road wit signs. Buangkok was my last sign i saw. In getting to help me, i was told to get back to sengkang mrt which also end me up being lost! I almost teared as i was really afraid of the dark.

When he arrived i got in the cab and went all quiet. He spent da whole night with me after that which turn out to be abig scolding from my mum.
I guess i am really grateful with Dev that i forget the time.

First we chat in yasin corner then we sat at the playground on my area. Basically i repay it by talking to him the whole night.

After much i was screamed by my mum to get home which i did. I didn't sleep though after which i went to send my shakila and go a 12 km jog. Finally i managed to get that!!

My main aim is to slim down!!! i hope to do the 12km marathon everyday until i actually slim down a lot! Along the way i need to endure!

Despite not sleeping and being tired, i need to get to ACT 3. The actual meet was supposed to be at 10 am but got thw rong information from farhana and now i'm in a deep soup!
I hope everything will go as i wanted to.
I don't wish something beyond imagination like yesterday itself to happen again!! NEVER!!!

The mind boozing?

I have been thinking again.
I know I am getting tired about Kris. Whoever is coming in my life is not going to be interfered with the fact that Kris is in my life. This is so as i know he will get busy once more and it's about time that he will chuck me one side again. I will give him one bloody month and everything will get back to square one. I SWEAR!

I am not sure what will happen but I'm getting pretty fed up with him. Thus i don't care anymore.Yesterday happening makes me feel more worst. I realised that he is way too different from me and for me! I'm kind of ashame of him and I'm really sad to admit this as I see throught the difference in us.

Due to my confusion, i went walking around Lorong Limau, this morning to release my tension. All the way i thought and realy felt that we are not supposed to be together.
To make matter worst, he topped up my prepaid and will be doing it every week. The among of guilt and confusion i have only me myself and I can understand! *SADNESS*
Seriously,I am really sad on how confused person i can turn out to be!

Whatever it is, he will still keep on turning to me in life. I wonder where this will lead us? To hatred or marriage. I wonder!This mind boozing will never end till something bad or good happen!

Aaaachooooo REMIX!

Yesterday was spent at home from morning till afternoon. I had flu and had been sneezing none stop. Worst come to worst i had to attend the Zouk function. Not knowing on how to go, Kris send me there. That was really sweet of him.

It was pretty a boring night. I have learn one lesson from yesterday; never held a fashion in a club! It's BORING!!!

Anyway, along the way i was thinking about how sweet Kris was to buy me a tissue when i really in need of it. I really felt guilty for treating him bad. The night got me even more frustrated. I thought he is going to fetch me but no he didn't cause he had a studio book for practice.

I think my sickness has got into me and i was mad at him and went pretty paranoid over everything.

The night ended me going me geting back early. It's not only by me but all ; the event wasn't happening at all.

The Khabi Khazi feva!

Some friendship gonna end.

My life is like a movie
I wanna take it
and rewind it
and forget about what's behind it
Sometimes I sit and wonder who designed it
Who took a movie and my life and combined it
Some people's life is a peace of mind
but not mine
Its so intertwined
with people that don't understand
just strictly demand
Then they got the nerve to wanna be your friend
but you're ready to make a stand
On the other hand you wanna fit in
So you raise your chin
and give em a grin
Now you call em your friend
but sooner or later the friendships gonna end.

Author: Lameese Carmenar

Strength from Adversity

A man found a cocoon of a butterfly. One day a small opening appeared, he sat and watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its body through that little hole.

Then it seemed to stop making any progress. It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could and it could go no farther.

Then the man decided to help the butterfly, so he took a pair of scissors and snipped off the remaining bit of the cocoon. The butterfly emerged easily. But it had a swollen body and small, shriveled wings.

The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected that, at any moment, the wings would enlarge and expand to be able to support the body, which would contract in time.

Neither happened! In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and shriveled wings. It was never able to fly.

What the man in his kindness and haste did not understand was that the restricting cocoon and the struggle required for the butterfly to get through the tiny opening were God's way of forcing fluid from the body of the butterfly into its wings so that it would be ready for flight once it achieved its freedom from the cocoon.

Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our life. If God allowed us to go through our life without any obstacles it would cripple us. We would not be as strong as what we could have been. And we could never fly.


Submitted by Tom Allred --- Wyoming

The Fence

There was a little boy with a bad temper. His father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, to hammer a nail in the back fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Then it gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence.

Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone.

The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, "You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one. You can put a knife in a man and draw it out. It won't matter how many times you say I'm sorry, the wound is still there. A verbal wound is as bad as a physical one."

Friends are a very rare jewel, indeed. They make you smile,encourage you, being there when needeed, they lend an ear, they share a word of praise, and they always want to open their hearts to us.Appereciate them..always...!!!

by Robert Gary Lee --- Maryland

MY WISHES

O Allah! The practices of all these people are so tiresome,
That even within their midst I feel so lonesome.
The noise of the world urges me to run away
To a quiet place where silence begins and ends each day.
A place where movement will always yield to stillness,
And speech is completely awed by silence.
Sometimes I feel I am dying for this quietness;
To live in a hut near a mountain will be pure bliss.
The worries of the world burden me greatly, and from them I wish to part
Then I can live in solitude while the thorns of sadness leave my heart.
These birds who sit in the tree singing all day long…
Their chirping is beautiful and will be my song.
When I am in need of music I will listen to the waterfall's sound.
Harmony existing between the birds' song and the water rushing down.
The wine cup will be my view, the buds my messengers.
These two friends will inform me of any visitors.
With my hand for a pillow and grass for my bed,
I shall pass away the nights with good thoughts in my head.
This is the best way to live, among all this tranquil solitude.
It helps put to shame and open the eyes of the multitude.
The nightingale will know me so well that she will sit near,
Because she shall know that I would never cause her any fear.
On both sides of the river will be flowers gazing at their reflection,
In the cool, clear blue water, as it runs with perfection.
The mountain scenery just beyond the river will be beautifully exquisite,
That even the water will try to rise in waves just to see it.
In the lap of earth all greenery shall be at rest,
And the water will return among the bushes to glisten at its best.
Gazing at its reflection will be the bending branch of a tree,
Just as a maiden perches by a mirror, admiring her beauty.
When the sun puts henna on the evening bride, the flowers present a golden chest,
That the bride can take this along with her as a gift from all the rest.
When travelers get tired in the night and are looking for a place to stay,
Let my broken lamp provide hope for them to wander my way.
O Allah! Whenever the dark clouds are hovering in the sky,
Let lightning illuminate my hut so they wont pass it by.
The early dawn cuckoo is the caller of prayer, and I listen to her
Instead of the priest's sermons; I listen to the azaan coming from this bird.
When dew falls on the flowers as a ceremonious cleansing,
My tears will be my wudu and my prayer will be a blessing.
Let my voice depart from this place and touch the caravan of stars above me,
So it can ring a bell to signify we should all live peacefully.
O Allah! Let my cry make all those empathetic hearts ache,
And the ones who are unconscious or indifferent, awake.

Our hard work wasn't paid off though. We were the only team failed to get filmed.* SADNESS*

Despites such, there's more to be remembered. Here, our perfectionist Hana seem to be into propering our 'shattered glass'.

Others was there to add some flavour to our project too. See how our Wirni get involved in the make interpretation here and how our lighting 'crew' set up the sounds and lights. It was all memorable,especially for Rachel.:D